Sweet Night (:

A WHOLE NEW WORLD

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?


I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride


A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming


A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you


Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky


A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be


A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you


A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me




Whad a sweet song !



LIKE IT ! LIKE IT ! LIKE IT !

enjoy. (:

http://www.kitaupload.com/download.php?file=116Ost.Aladin-A whole new world.mp3



yep..


this night , dunno why...



i feel happier than before..



And, this song makes me become MORE n MORE HAPPY !



hahahaha...



whad an unimportant blog i write today.



XD



whadever...



i'm HAPPY !



hahaha.. :)




Lessons of the day !



Just be yourself...



Just believe that u have SOMETHING !



Something that NO ONE have !



Yes, i learn this from ALADDIN !



haha...



I fall in love with him i think.. (:





Once again...



JUST BE YOURSELF !

ah yes !

i love Genie too !



cups. (:

long long day.

Okay, dunno whad to say..


Today i'm not feeling well..


Last night, i slept @ 04.00...

whad do i do? yeah. study. *sigh

I hate this week... full of exams.. Combo 5 !

GOSH!


hh... The good news is....

i'll be back to Lampung soon !

8 more days to go !


aaaa.... can i skip my exams, n just relaxing myself in my lovely humtown? :(




Hemm.. lessons of the day iisss..

don't try to hard an push youself too much !


ur body has a limit.. !


yeah, i feel the bad effects after i push myself too hard yesterday..

my head is full ! my body is weak !


it makes u can't remember all lessons u already read the night before..


it turns me crazy u know?

i think i already study enough yesterday..

But today, i just lost my mind...

i can't remember all the lessons clearly !


*damn it. :(


wanna cry !


wanna scream out loud ! >,<

*sigh

okay, let's not talking bout my "black side" again..

Yesterday.. i fell sooo blue..


coz of whad?


can't describe it in here..


Just read this "mellow song"..


It describe my mind a lot.


Enjoy. :)



SOMEDAY


Someday, you're gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared



I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long



'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday



Right now, I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye



'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, Ooh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there



Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday



Ahh yeah yeah





Do you know how it feels when you lose your someone?

It feels...

HURT.

Sing a Song. (:

Well, hari ini gw mao share 1 lagu lagi..


A very sweet, nice, n smiley song

from John Mayer.



there he is. (:


Enjoy.


http://www.kitaupload.com/download.php?file=72705 The Heart Of Life.mp3


The Heart of Life


I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
so turn off your tears
and listen


Pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no it wont all go the way
it should
but I know the heart of life is good


You know it's nothin' new
bad news never had good timing
then the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining


Pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no it won't all go the way
it should
But I know the heart of life is good


Pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
fear is a friend who is
misunderstood
but I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good, I know it's good
oh i know it's good


oh i do i do i do


oh i know its good

Day by Day. :)

Tanggal 26 June 2009,

gw dan sepupu2 gw makan2 dalam rangka ngerayain

b'daenya c sella *my cuz*.



Here is my beloved cuz. Maya Marsella* :)



Make a Wish (:



Blow the Candle~~ :)



Ok. i want it, make it quick, cuz. :))

Acara berlangsung di Hachi2 Bistro TA.

Sushi Sushi Sushi. haha.

Kenyang banget makan sushii....

buanyak betul . hehe..



Abis kekenyangan makan, kita memutuskan bwt milih SOUR SALLY

sebagai makanan penutup. haha...




Belum puas juga, kita semua ke Inul Vista bwt olah raga mulut lagi setelah

makan dengan "menggila". haha..

Lagu2nya pun ajaib2..

dari yang hip hop, rock , mellow, bahkan dangdut di hajaarrr~~

hahahahahahaa... heboh benerr.. :D



Bakal kangen mereka banget nget nget deh.. :)


Okay, Let's talk about TODAY. !

Masih menyenangkan sekali. hehe...

Kegiatan gw diawali dengan rapat dengan teman2 HIMSISFO jam 10-AN.. :D

Lalu, secara mendadak dan tiba2, ko2 gw datang menjemput...

Mao drop gw di sency, sedangkan dy mao main tennis.. haha..

Shock mendadak.

Padahal tadinya mao pergi ke TA sama ank2 yg lain. hehehehe..

Tapi berhub uda diculik, ya uda deh... :D

Untung ko2 gw yg satu lagi n ce nya berbaik hati mao ikut ke sency juga. :D

Rameee bener di sencyy. ck ck ck..

Ok , perjalanan dimulai. !

dimulai dari cuci mata, lalu makan SUSHI TEI.

ehm.. SUSHI AGAIN! hahaha..

yep.. loph it ! (:

Lanjut jalan2 lagi...

dannn..

pemberhentian terakhir di Gelato Bar..



nyam nyamm.. wan it wan it wan it ! (:

Menyenangkan sekali weekend kali ini. :)

====================================

Hem, next..

Mao share lagi tentang Obama di waktu

Father's Day kemarin *22 june 2009".

Baru denger dari ko2 gw, kalo dy nulisa surat bwt anak2nya...

so sweet. (:

enjoy.

Barack Obama's Father's Day Letter to

His Daughters

As the father of two young girls who have shown such poise,

humor, and patience in the

unconventional life into which they have been thrust, I mark this

Father’s Day—our

first in the White House—with a deep sense of gratitude.

I observe this Father’s Day not just as a father grateful to be

present in my daughters’

lives but also as a son who grew up without a father in my own

life. My father left my

family when I was 2 years old, and I knew him mainly from the letters he wrote and

the stories my family told.

And while I was lucky to have two wonderful grandparents who poured

everything they had into helping my mother raise my sister and me, I still

felt the weight of his absence throughout my childhood.

In many ways, I came to understand the importance of fatherhood through

its absence—both in my life and in the lives of others. I came to understand

that the hole a man leaves when he abandons his responsibility to his

children is one that no government can fill. We can do everything possible to

provide good jobs and good schools and safe streets for our kids, but it will

never be enough to fully make up the difference.

We need fathers to step up, to realize that their job does not end at conception; that

what makes you a man is not the ability to have a child but the courage to raise one.

We need to step out of our own heads and tune in. We need to turn off the television and

start talking with our kids, and listening to them, and understanding what’s going on in

their lives.

I know I have been an imperfect father. I know I have made mistakes. I have lost count

of all the times, over the years, when the demands of work have taken me from the

duties of fatherhood. There were many days out on the campaign trail when I felt like

my family was a million miles away, and I knew I was missing moments of my

daughters’ lives that I’d never get back. It is a loss I will never fully accept.

On this Father’s Day, I think back to the day I drove Michelle and a newborn Malia

home from the hospital nearly 11 years ago—crawling along, miles under the speed

limit, feeling the weight of my daughter’s future resting in my hands. I think about the

pledge I made to her that day: that I would give her what I never had—that

if I could

be anything in life, I would be a good father.

Very Touching. (:

And, the last...

I love you, Papi. :)

Smile Song. (:

Yup.

Seperti judulnya, gw pengen share 1 lagu dari NEIL DIAMOND yang bisa ngerubah

mood jadi cerah !

hehe..

ehmm. ini orangnyaa...




Lagu jadul emang, tapi lagu ini bener2 bisa dijadiin alternatif pertama pas lagi bad

mood. :D

check it out !


SWEET CAROLINE


Where it began

I can't begin to knowin'

But then I know it's growin' strong



Was in the spring

And spring became a summer

Who'd have believed you'd come along



Hands, touchin' hands

Reachin' out

Touchin' me

Touchin' you



Sweet Caroline

Good times never seemed so good

I've been inclined

To believe they never would

But now I



Look at the night

And it don't seem so lonely

We fill it up with only two

And when I hurt

Hurtin' runs off my shoulders

How can I hurt when holdin' you



Warm, touchin' warm

Reachin' out

Touchin' me

Touchin' you



Sweet Caroline

Good times never seemed so good

I've been inclined

To believe they never would

Oh,Lord, no



Sweet Caroline

Good times never seemed so good

Sweet Caroline

I believed they never could

Sweet Caroline

Michael Jco in Memoriam. ):

Today, everybody is crying..

we lose our precious..



we lose our king of pop..

we lose our idol..



Maybe He needs u to sing a song..

to Heal The Heaven...



And...

We are here..

will never forget you..

as u can see..

You are NOT alone.....



we cry for you..

we miss you..

we love you.


Goodbye Michael Jackson..


We pray for you..



Rest in Peace. (:


HEAL THE WORLD


Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better

world for our children and our children's children.

So that they know

it's a better world for them and think if they can make it a better

place.




There's a place in your heart

And I know that it is love

And this place could be much

Brighter than tomorrow.


And if you really try

You'll find there's no need to cry

In this place you'll feel

There's no hurt or sorrow.

There are ways to get there

If you care enough for the living

Make a little space, make a better place.




Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me and the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place for

You and for me.




If you want to know why

There's a love that cannot lie

Love is strong

It only cares for joyful giving.

If we try we shall see

In this bliss we cannot feel

Fear or dread

We stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always

Love's enough for us growing

Make a better world, make a better world.




Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me and the entire human race.

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place for

You and for me.




And the dream we would conceived in

Will reveal a joyful face

And the world we once believed in

Will shine again in grace

Then why do we keep strangling life

Wound this earth, crucify it's soul

Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly

Be God's glow.




We could fly so high

Let our spirits never die

In my heart I feel

You are all my brothers

Create a world with no fear

Together we'll cry happy tears

See the nations turn

Their swords into plowshares

We could really get there

If you cared enough for the living

Make a little space to make a better place.




Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me and the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place for

You and for me.





There are people dying if you care enough for the living

Make a better place for you and for me.

There are people dying if you care enough for the living

Make a better place for you and for me.


Dear Jacko,

You are NOT ALONE. (:

SBY. JK. MeGa. (:

hahaha.

Akhirnya gw bisa nonton debat capres hari ini..


Hem... semua kasih janji. semua kasi harapan. semua kasi mimpi.



Kira-kira mana yang asli dan mana yang palsu?



nih sedikit sentil-sentilan antara Pak SBY dan Pak JK :

"Impor jangan terlalu besar. Maaf ini Pak SBY, Indomie itu bisa menimbulkan

inflasi sebab kalau makin banyak rakyat makan Indomie, makin banyak

produksi dan makin banyak gunakan gandum. Gandum terlalu banyak, impor

jadi tinggi," ucap JK.

Hal ini kemudian direspon oleh SBY. "Untuk Pak Jusuf Kalla, mungkin yang

dimakan Pak Jusuf Kalla adalah Indomie yang hanya terbuat dari gandum,

tapi yang saya makan adalah "Indomie" yang terbuat dari terigu, singkong,

sukun, mengurangi penggunaan gandum," kata SBY yang langsung disambut

gemuruh penonton.

hahaha..

Lucu memang. Di saat masyarakat masi kebingungan bwt nentuin

pemimpinnya,

masing-masing capres malah lagi sibuk2nya ngurusin iklan2.

Tapi ada satu bagian yang gw suka dari SBY , yaitu dy merencanakan untuk

lebih

menggalakkan lagi SMK2 yang ada. Sehingga nantinya masyarakat Indonesia

adalah

masyarakat2 yang siap kerja.

Hemm.. uda lama gw memimpikan hal ini. Kapan kita bisa sekolah di sekolah

yang

memang khusus di bidang yang kita inginkan.

Dan juga seperti yang JK bilang, nantinya dy akan merencanakan 60% SMK,

40%

sekolah umum. Hemm...

semuanya menjanjikan..

Gak ketinggalan juga Mega yang menyinggung soal minimnya sarjana di

daerah pelosok

Indonesia, contohnya Papua.

Juga mengenai SDA Indonesia yang melimpah, namun belum tergarap.

Semua diungkit di debat capres ini.

Semua kata-kata para capres ini membuat kita mengangguk2an kepala

setuju, membuat

kita seakan percaya akan janji-janji manis mereka.

Tapi ini baru awal..

Sudah berapa kali kita termakan janji-janji itu?

Sudah berapa kali kita sebagai rakyat harus mengalah untuk menjadi korban?

Sudah berapa kali kita sebagai rakyat menyesali pilihan kita?

Di tulisan saia kali ini, saia hanya ingin mengajak temen2 semua agar bener2

mempergunakan hak pilih kalian sebaik-baiknya.

Jangan sampai ada kata menyesal.

Jangan juga karena merasa takut salah pilih, kalian lebih memilih untuk

menjadi

Golput.

Golput hanyalah segelintir orang yang tidak menghargai suaranya sendiri.

Terlalu takut untuk berpendapat.

Kita yang ikut pemilu adalah orang-orang yang sudah dianggap cukup dewasa

untuk menilai mana yang baik dan mana yang buruk.

Negara saja sudah pecaya dan memberikan kesempatan pada kita.

Apa lagi alasan kita untuk tidak memilih pemimpin kita sendiri?

Best regards,

Felisia.

Debat Presiden (:

Mao sedikit share nih tentang debat presiden hari ini.

hehehe..

tampaknya seru banget...

meskipun saia tidakh menyaksikan langsung. :D


Ini linknya. :)

http://bit.ly/H6vCu


emm, di bawah ini sedikit share hasil polling capres-cawapres sementara berdasarkan link ini. :)

http://seno008.blogspot.com/2009/06/debat-calon-presiden-i-mencari-ketiak.html

SBY - Budiomo	750 (64%)
JK - Wiranto	194 (16%)
Mega - Prabowo	118 (10%)
Golput	96 (8%)

Me. Low. (:

Mellow Day.

and this is the song of the day. :)



Make You Feel My Love - Adele


When the rain

Is blowing in your face

And the whole world

Is on your case

I could offer you

A warm embrace

To make you feel my love



When the evening shadows

And the stars appear

And there is no one there

To dry your tears

I could hold you

For a million years

To make you feel my love



I know you

Haven't made

Your mind up yet

But I would never

Do you wrong

I've known it

From the moment

That we met

No doubt in my mind

Where you belong



I'd go hungry

I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling

Down the avenue

No, there's nothing

That I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love



The storms are raging

On the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret

Though winds of change

Are throwing wild and free

You ain't seen nothing

Like me yet



I could make you happy

Make your dreams come true

Nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends

Of the Earth for you

To make you feel my love

DiLeMa.

Sebenernya belakangan ini gw lagi dihadepin sam yang namanya dilema.

Emang si,idup gw bisa dibilang penuh dengan dilema.
TERLALU BANYAK malah.

Cuma kali ini gw dilema sama pasangan2 yang aweeett terus sampe akhirat,,

dengan pasangan yang putuuzz nyambung or merid n ceraaii..
ironis bgt gak sih?

Kalo emang ada yang bisa langgeng sampe akhir,
kenapa juga masi ada aja yang harus brokenheart?

Berhubung gw lom perna ngerasain yg namanya merid.,

jadi gw lebi fokus sama love life anak2 seumur gw aja kali ya.

Yang bner2 gak bisa ditebak kemana tujuannya.

Ada yang serius,ada juga yang main2.
Saat2 dimana 2 tipe orang ketemu inilah yang dinamakan MALAPETAKA.

Kebayang gx sih kalo lu or mungkin lu yg ngalamin masalah ini.
Baik u dipihak si Serius or di pihak si Main2.

EhMm...gw coBa masuK ke masing2 tipe de.

Menurut gw,si Serius itu tipe orang yg mandang sesuatu jauh ke depan.


Dy gak mao buang2 waktunya dengan jadian sama org yang gak tepat.
Karena stiap dy jadian,dy bakal mikir HE/SHE is the ONE.


Nah,kebalikannya dengan si Serius,si Maen2 ini -mnurut gw- adalah org yang gx mao yang namanya terikat..

emang sii.,siapa sih yang mao diatur terus?

buT,menurut gw..yang namanya jadian itu bukan hanya dilihat dari sisi TERIKATnya aja.itu depends on siapa yg ngejalanin n mao dibawa kemana ne hubungan.

Menurut gw pribadi,bisa aja kan "jadian" itu kita anggep sebagai tanggung jawab besar kita.?


tanGgung jawab bwt jagain orang yg kita sayang mgkn?
or tanggung jawab bwt ngebantu pasangan qta jadi org yg LEBIH BAIK klo sblumnya dy bkn org baik2..
hehehe.. =P

Bagi gw,org2 yg hanya bisa berpikir gak mao jadian karena males terikat itu hanya sebagian org yang GAK MAO punya tanggung jawab.

Or bLom mao serius2 karena lo masi muda?

Yah,gak mao munafik...
Gw juga perna ada di posisi itu.
But,gw realize...kaLo LIFE MUST GO ON,beybeh..

elu gx bisa stuck di tempat ituuuu ajaa.
Dunia gx akan berenti berotasi kalo lu nangis2 gara2 patah hati.
hahaha..

i knoe.,
kelytannya gw terlalu nganggep enteng yang namanya sakit hati.
hahaha..

Tapi gw punya pengalaman sendiri tentang masalah itu.
Sakit?
Memang.
tapi apa itu sampe ngebunuh lu?

hanya org2 yang berpikiran sempit yang kepikiran bwt bunuh diri coz of brokenheart.


gw inget 1 quote,yang gw lupa siapa yang bwt.
Dy ngmg gini :
"WhaT dOesN't kiLL you.,tHat'z onLy makE u stroNg"
qra2 gTu..


Ngena banGet d gw.,karena ada saat2 di masa lalu gw,

gw mikir kalo gw gak akan bisa ngadepin ini semua.

Tapi bahkan suMone perna blg : banyak org yg syg sma kMu..aq pcy kamu bisa.!D

See.?

Kadang2 ada aja hal2 yang orang lain bisa lyt dari kita,
tapi kita sendiri gak bisa lyt.

di ocehan2 gw ini,
selain karena gw lagi gak ada kerjaan,n lagi pengen ngmg banyak.,

gw cuma mao berbagi kisah n pglman2 yang pernah gw or orang lain rasain.

Jangan takut bwt sayang sama org..

even itu org yang paling jahat yang pernah lu temuin.

Tapi juga jangan pernah tutup mata akan orang terbaik yang pernah elu temuin,yang biasanya hanya jadi figuran di hati lo.. =)

~ancilla felisia~

BeraNjaK DewAsa.

Kenapa yah jadi dewasa itu susah banget.?
Setiap kita bertekad bwt jadi dewasa.,
sifat egois kita kayaknya langsung protes.
itu yang bwt kita gak pernah beranjak dewasa.egois.naif.munafik.

dll..

Meskipun emang sifat kekanak2an juga gak selamanya jelek.,
tapi masa iya sih seumur hidup kita mao jadi anak2.?

Cape emang kalo kita terus-terusan dituntut jadi dewasa.,
sementara di umur kita yang lagi nanggung ini,masi pengen puas2in yang namanya maen2..
hahaha..

Tapi apa jadi dewasa selalu identik dengan berhenti maen2.?
errr...kayaknya nggak gitu de..hehehe..
karena gw merasa gw blom cukup dewasa.,
jadi gw gak berani ngmg banyak.

gw cuma mao coba keluarin pendapat gw tentang sikap2 "dewasa" itu ndri..
dimohon bantuan para kakak2 yang sudah lebih dahulu
"dewasa" untuk memeriksa apabila ada kesalahan.
hehee. =)

MenuRut gw.,dewasa itu artinya luas bgt..
dewasa dalam bersikap.,
dewasa dalam berbicara.,
dewasa dalam pendangan ke depan.,dll..
Cuma.,kapan siH orang bisa dikatakan dewasa.?
itu gw pun masih bingung. =)

ContoHnya dewasa dlm bersikap.,
klo menurut gw pribadi sih dewasa dlm bersikap itu brrti dy uda taw mana yg baik n mana yg jelek.
Basi ya?
kyknya ni kata2 uda kita denger dari masa masi belj PPKN pas SD.

Cuma.,gak bisa dihindarin.,
kita manusia emang cuma dikasi pilihan antara 2 itu kan.?
kalo kita salah pilih.,
ya berarti kita bisa dibilang belum cukup "bijak" dlm bersikap.
kenapa gw pilih "bijak"?
karena dewasa blom tentu gak pernah salh kan.?
mgkn aja dlm pengambilan keputusan nya.,
dy dapet tekanan2 dari pihak luar ataupun sisi egoisnya muncul.
PATUT DIINGAT.,
org dewasa tingkat keegoisannya lebih tinggi loHh...
hahahaa....
ini sih menurut gw ndri..
coz yang namanya dewasa itun kan uda identik sama yang namanya kerja.,di dunia kerja.,kalo kita gak egois.,
gimana bisa maju?masa iya mao ngalah terus.?
ehheeeh. =)

Maka dari itu.,dlm bersikap kita harus mikir dlu baik buruknya.
kesannya gw sok dewasa?
emang.
gw pengen jadi orang yang berpikiran dewasa.
Tapi gw SERING gagal.
Gw masi kalah dewasa sama papi.,mami.,koan.,cika.,kodi yang adalah keluarga gw..

Pemikiran yg gw pikir udah cukup dewasa.,ternyata slh besar.
Gw realize itu dari mereka semua.
Ternyata gw masi jauuhh dari kata dewasa..
Dalem ya?
emang..
cuma gw gak malu bwt ngakuin kalo gw masi kekanak2an..
ego gw masi tinggi.,
dan gw masi belum mahir ngontrOl emosi.

Tapi gw yakin koq.,yang namanya dewasa itu gak bisa dipaksain..
Dy bakal muncul sendirinya klo waktunya dah tepat. =)

Demikian juga dengan dewasa dalam berbicara.
Ini juga kelytannya munafik.
Bagi kita yang bner2 pecintah gosip.,ini susah bgt rasanya..
hahahaa..

Cuma teorinya.,yang namanya dewasa dlm omongan itu.,
harus taw kapan harus ngmg n nggak..
tao kapan harus "boong" or nggak.
(boong disini mksdnya white lie yaah..=).,
n taw kapan kita harus jadi pendengar ato jadi penasihat.

Kalo kita uda bisa @least gak nyakitin orang laen dengan omngan kita.,
gw rasa sih itu dah berhasil.hehehe. =)

oK.,sesuai janji gw yang gx maO ngmg banyak2.,
karena judul kisah gw kali ini adalah dewasa dimana itu masii jauuu bgt dari gw.,
maka gw sudahi sampai disini.ehhehhehe. =)

jangan pernah berpikir kita yang paling benar...
tapi jangan juga mengalah pada apa yang kita percaya benar..

~ancilla felisia~

i'm STRONG enough.. =)

Am i that weak.? absolutely NOT... PernaH gx lu ngerasa kalo u adalah orang paling menderita sedunia.? kalo jawabanya pernah,berarti kita sama. Gw juga SERING mikir begitu... Tapi,apa pemikiran ini bener.? Anak kecil aja taw kalo itu salah.Sebagian besar anak2 kecil mati2an perjuangin maenannya supaya gx direbut sama anak2 yang lain.Itu berarti mereka percaya mereka itu cukup kuat bwt perjuangin apa yang mreka mau. Cuma masalahnya,kita yang udahh duluan lahir ini yang suka sok2 lemah.. selalu ngerasa gak kuat bwt ngadepin masalah..*tepatnya menghindar* saluT bwt kalian yang udah bisa maju terus pantang mundur saat ada masalah. Gw pribadi masi otw ke tahap itu..hehehe. XD Gw jujur nee.,kadang2 or BIASANYA .,saat ada masalah...,,hal pertama yg ada di pikiran gw adalah nyerah.Apalagi klo mslh berat... Pasti gw mikirnya,gak akan bisa gw selesain.I'm not strong enough..poKoknya pesimis mode : ON dehh...Kalo uda begini,gw yakin org2 ogah deh deket2 gw..takut nular..hahaha. XD Cuma biasanya n SERINGnya.,gw gak mao lama2 di"jauh"in org2.... Kalo uda terserang penyakit pesimis.,gw coba kasii support ke diri gw ndri klo gw gak seLEMAH itu.. gw gx sendirian..gw cukup kuat koq bwt selesain mslh apapun yang dikasi Tuhan bwt gw.. kayak kata org2.,Tuhan gx akan kasi kita "TEST" yg melampaui bates kita.. Jadi.,gw selalu nyoba bwt yakin kalo semua masalah.,PASTI ada jalan keluarnya.. Emang si..klo ngomong doaNk gamPank.. prakteknya mahH susah..hahaha.. cuma ini juga terjadi koq sama gw... gw disini jadii saksi idup dehh..haha. kaLo emang bener.,yang namanya YAKIN itu bisa nyelesain semua masalah.. gx percaya.?coba ajaHh..hehehe..YAKIN aja klo semua masalah pasti ada penyelesaiannya.. YAKIN aja kalo kita gak sendirian dlm setiap masalah..hanya aja.,kita yang tutup mata kita dari org2 lain yang peduli sama kita..Karena kita udah terlanjur YAKIN klo kita gak bisa.. =) intinya gini.. kalo u YAKIN u kuat.,maka jadilah u kuat.. tapi kalo u YAKIN u lemah.,maka jadilahh demikian juga.. jangan pernah merasa gak sanggup.. apalagi sebelum kita coba.. percaya aja kalo kita udah cukup kuat untuk ngadepin semua masalah.. don't cry coz it'z over.. but SMILE coz it'z happened.. =) ~ancilla felisia~

Faith.

i don't need roses..

i don't need those bullsh*t of sweet words..
i don't need those fuc*ing cares..
i don't need thousand of promises..
i just need one simple word..
called..
faith.


quiet difficult, isn't it?


that's why i don't need anyone ..
i don't need a caring person..
i don't need a romantic person..
i don't need a lovable person..


i just need..
God..
my family..
my besties..
n
a person who'll always beside me until i close my eyes forever..

enough.

~ancilla felisia~